desolation angels: arranmore
this afternoon i was on my hands and knees in my bathroom scrubbing the hell out of my clown bathtub. it’s cleaner now but it has all these nicks and marks on it that will never go away and they look disgusting. i can’t handle this change in me, i don’t know what it is but it’s almost like if martha stewart the vampire came and bit me in my sleep.
arranmore
tuesday morning i got up and drove to portland to be with erin on her birthday and break my lent-tessa. (you’re only supposed to do this for friends who have had a series of bad birthdays). i met her friend nikki from highschool who is another scorpio and speaks her mind in a healthy way. and by healthy i mean she didn’t piss me off. in fact, at the portland grill on the 30th floor of a really really big building we became friends over martinis. that night was something i needed, because i needed to “get doodied up” as erin puts it and take in the scenery. the scenery wasn’t so great until part-way through the night when a table of women emptied and a table of guys replaced them. there was some fun he look we look games going on. especially after erin got pulled over to the piano player’s bench. he made her put on some elton john sunglasses and stand with him everytime he sang ‘great balls of fire’. when the one we’d agreed was the cute one came over, he told us that he’d been looking at erin and his friend had been looking at nikki and that from where he had been sitting he couldn’t see me. right. it was pretty funny how we had a blonde, a brunette, and a redhead (well, not real) and nikki was right, statistically they do notice the blonde first because well, nikki just asked and got the answer.
back at arranmore, erin’s mom’s new house (cute huh) the next morning erin had me do micro-abrasion. this is a mary-kay thing and yeah it did make my face feel smoother, but it’s spensive.
i had to head back home. it was really really really long drive and i became steadily grumpier as the night wore on. finances and joblessness were on my mind. i gave serious thought to selling my car. instead of going straight home i went to tahuya to talk to my dad about it. he didn’t like it and we got into a huge fight. instead of staying the night in tahuya i just drove home. it felt better to be in seattle versus in tahuya for the first time in a while.
my never done for tuesday was a french pedicure. i’d never had a pedicure before. and when i was driving home from portland erin called me to tell me that micro-abrasion was my never done for wednesday and that i didn’t have to watch porn tonight. i’ve never actually watched a porno and it was one of the ideas i came up with this week. today is the big laundry/grocery shopping/sex and the city day. i’m still trying to decide what my never done will be today.
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